Something shifted

in my brain....at least as far as cooking goes. I've gone from being quite structured and downright OCD about getting every last thing right to almost the complete opposite. I've been noticing it when someone asks how I cooked something or what recipe I used----I'll often have to stop and think, and my reply is usually something like "until it looks/tastes right, and cook til it's done". Perhaps it's middle age creeping up on me? I'd call it "dontcareitus", except that everything turns out fine...